Sunday, April 26, 2015
Tuesday, April 21, 2015
You see, the Sole of the City 10K is a logistical nightmare for someone coming from as far as York. The race begins at the McHenry Row shopping and residential complex in Baltimore's Locust Point neighborhood, near Fort McHenry and the Baltimore cruise terminal. Knowing that parking for this race is a nightmare, because the McHenry Row tenants (understandably) don't want race traffic parked in their garages, Chris and I were determined to get down to the race an hour early. We tried parking in the Phillips Seafood lot next McHenry row, heading behind the building where the parking attendant indicated. Already, people were leaving this lot because it was full. We then parked in an empty space in Phillips front lot, unable to believe our good fortune, only to be told that this was employee parking. We ended up parking quite a few blocks away in an Under Armour lot. It honestly wasn't that far, but I was so frustrated at that point, that I determined that this would be our last Sole of the City.
But then the race happened.
The gun went off, and I quickly remembered what I like about this race: Its unique course around downtown Baltimore. Don't get me wrong, lots of races run down Key Highway and back, and Key Highway is part of this race, but also gets over to Fells Point and Harbor East, which aren't part of the Kelly Shamrock 5K, or the Kids Peace Orioles Trick or Trot 5K, or (I'm told) the Baltimore Women's Classic. The course has been changed the past two years from the first two, when it was a pretty flat loop first around Inner Harbor and then through the Federal Hill area, making for a fast first half of the race and a tough second. Now, I think it is probably equally hilly the whole way through, although the fifth mile is mostly around the Inner Harbor and is quite flat. But I'm getting ahead of myself. In sum, think the new course is nice.
And, despite the heat, I felt great. It was in the mid 60s at race time, which felt very warm to me. I'd run 6.2 the previous weekend when it was in the 40s. This was HOT, and I was not prepared for that. I felt very good through the first three miles, which took us down from McHenry Row; around the Inner Harbor via Key Highway and Pratt Street; then down Wolfe Street toward Fells Point, and pretty good through mile 4, at which point we had crossed through the Harbor East area and approached the Pier 6 Pavillion. The heat started to get to me around the 4 mile marker. The fifth mile, around the Inner Harbor promenade to the Science Center, was the flattest, but without shade and I was dying. I took one walk break at the fifth mile and another at about 5.5, and made it to the finish in 1:11:04.3, a little over 3 minutes slower than my 6.2 a week before.
Considering the heat, I'll take it! The best part was that my legs felt great, it was the heat and my still getting back in condition that hurt me. This distance was a stretch for me, so I was really happy with this result.
So, despite my frustration with the parking, I think Charm City Run does a very good job with this event every year. The course is interesting, there are sufficient water stops (mile 2 and mile 4 markers), the finisher celebration is good, and the swag is excellent.
The weather is a crapshoot in Mid-April ,(it was MUCH cooler the next day) but CCR can't do anything about that.
There is one small thing that maybe they can (pun intended) do something about: light beer. Look, there's no better beer than free beer, but why is it always low-calorie beers that sponsor these races? I think a lot of runners "run for beer" and I run so that I can try new and exciting beers, with actual flavor. Beer snob though I am, I'd be lying if I didn't admit that the cold Miller Lite tasted damn good on a warm day after a tough race.
That said, I stand by remarks about parking, and I wonder if this race has outgrown its location. Baltimore area runners should know that Charm City Run has a store on McHenry Row by now. Maybe it's time this race moved downtown where there are plenty of garages.
But, even if it doesn't, I'll probably be out on the course running the 5th annual Sole of the City 10K.
Thursday, April 16, 2015
In hindsight, even in those other years, I guess nothing that most people would think seemed too bad happened to me. I got in some fights in middle school, and one of the same kids who picked on me for years in my church's youth group pushed me, without provocation I might add, into a bush in 6th grad and cut my face up quite badly.
But while the physical violence of my youth was pretty minimal, I was constantly mocked for my small stature, a high-pitched and squeaky voice (especially in 9th and 10th grade, when it started to change to its currently slightly less high and squeaky adult pitch and my voice would just crack all the time);, and my relative lack of athleticism. Those were days in which I had zero self-confidence and I really dreaded going to school every goddamn day.
Back in December, the high-school friend that I still talk to and I went to my school's annual alumni breakfast. Immediately after RSVPing, we both had second thoughts based on who we might encounter there. There was only one of my old bullies that I thought might be likely to attend, and I told my friend basically "This guy made 9th and 10th grade hell for me. If he's there, I have to say something and I'm not going to be able to be civil." I've seen this guy's picture on a FB group page for my high school, and I admit I looked him up. He's gained a lot more weight than I have, but some of mine is muscle. I think I could take him now, if it came to that. I have to admit, I think part of me even hoped he would be there, because I was going to really make him feel like shit about how he acted back then. Back in high school, I wanted nothing more than revenge, and 19 years later, that still sounded great.
Of course, he wasn't there, and my friend and I had a perfectly pleasant and uneventful breakfast at a table by ourselves in the school gym.
But I've thought about my less happy school days over the past few months as I've been planning the reunion, and I really can't think of why those days haunt me so.
A few nights ago, during a bout with insomnia, I realized that while I have DESPISED these guys for over 20 years, they wouldn't even remember me -- not a chance -- and that every time I thought of one of them, I was still giving them power over me. That went for the guys who picked on me every day in high school, the person I mentioned above in elementary school and later church youth group, the boss from my first job right out of college who set my career back with an undeservedly negative review (I know that this sounds like sour grapes. I assure you that it is not, but this post is already too long for that story.) and a list of others too numerous to describe.
It also became apparent that there's just no reason for these grudges, anymore. Life is good. I have a wonderful wife. I have a great job, or at least a job that I'm great at. My family and friends love me. Cats are drawn to me for some reason. I'm not the same person I was back then, and maybe my tormentors are not, either.
I decided, finally, after 20+ years in some of these cases, to forgive, and to let go of all my old anger. And I felt ten pounds lighter the next morning.
Sunday, April 12, 2015
But this is the best run I have had since 2012. I ran the whole 10k (by myself...not a race) and felt great.
I don't know what it is, but over the last few weeks I have started to believe in myself again as a runner in a way I have not in a long time. It started with my good runs in Virginia Beach and continued with some four-milers here and Manchester and the five-miler that Chris and I ran last week.
And today...I am very thankful for today's run. I don't think I have run this far since hurting myself at Spartan Race in mid-2012.
I have felt good before and good stretches of running and my compartment syndrome symptoms would come back. They may again, but I am going to enjoy every mile while I can.
Tuesday, April 7, 2015
At any rate, with the need to lose weight now continuing to exist with no real focus or progress on that front, I'm now trying, along with my wife, Beachbody's 21 Day Fix program. In short, it is a set of 30-minute workouts, one of which is to be done each day, along with a set of various-sized colored plastic food containers corresponding to different food groups, along with specifications for how many of each color container a person gets each day (which varies by weight). For example, I might get 6 red containers a day; it doesn't matter what red-coded food item I put into that container, it's just portion size and ratios of "containers" that's important.
If it sounds confusing, it is a little, and I'm lucky to have my wife acting as the brains of operation, although she says most of the challenge is that she's mapping out recipes for two people with different allowances.
Supposedly, you can lose 10-15 pounds over the 21 days, and I do know people that have. It sounds like a crash diet, and I was a little skeptical of that. For us, the intent is more that we'll run multiple cycles to lose the weight we need to and maintain that weight while getting examples of healthy, well-portioned meals, and adding some things to the exercise routine, not that it's going to be a 21-day miracle diet, although I do think it is marketed that way or as a way to quickly get back on track.
So far, the results have been good. I was 163.4 when we started, which is near the low end of my weight fluctuations over the past 2 years, and one week later I had lost 5 pounds. That included a Saturday night where we went out for some beers with friends and Easter Sunday dinner with my family where I had two helpings of bacon, egg, and cheese casserole (It was really good, Mom!), a Belgian Waffle, and more bacon than I should have.
We have room to improve on the workouts. Tuesday's leg workout was punishing. Thursday was Cardio. I missed Wednesday because I got home very late from the office, and then we didn't do Friday (both exhausted), Saturday or Sunday (just ran out of time between social obligations), or yesterday (I worked till well after 8:00). We can do better, but we did run 5-miles on Saturday and I am trying to get back into a regular lifting routine.
As far as the challenges, it seems like it's too much at once, in a way, regarding exercise. I'm trying to get back into long distance training, and I'm trying to start lifting again, and then at the same time there's these new daily workouts. I'd like to do them because they will help me be better runner, even if in the short term it's a struggle.
As far as eating...
The dinners have been great. We've had:
1. Crock-pot Turkey Meatloaf, 1/2 potato (butter and salty condiments ARE missed), and veggies.
2. Flat-out (flat bread similar to tortillas) pizzas -- delicious but since the toppings soak through its' not really "pizza".
3. Nachos -- would have been good but we burned the tortillas that get baked to make the chips.
For lunch I've had turkey or tuna pitas, sometimes with lettuce. Cheese or ketchup would be welcome; my big portion of ricotta did help today's turkey pita, even though it's not really a classic sandwich cheese.
Breakfast has been eggs with veggies and/or mushrooms in them, sometimes with a piece of bread with (a small amount of) peanut butter on it, and half a banana. It varies because you look at amounts of each container over the course of a day, not meal-by-meal.
Almost all the food we've eaten under the diet has been great, there's just a few places I'm struggling:
1. No ketchup (or condiments that I would use). I've been eating a lot of eggs for breakfast, and without ketchup, it's very bland.
2. Very little cheese, normally. In combination with #1, this is a disaster. Sandwiches are dry and bland and lunch has been a struggle. Today, though, I got to put an insane amount of Ricotta on a sandwich (Ricotta is in a different category than most cheeses). Sometimes it just doesn't seem logical.
3. Coffee. Sorry, diet. I need to put Sweet 'N' Low and milk in my coffee. That's not negotiable for me.
We have to make this do-able for us. We will probably give ourselves one day a week (usually Saturday), where we will go out for dinner and have a beer or two and not worry about it, but if I am good 6 or 6.5 out of 7 days, that is a lot better than I have been doing!
It's too early for me to say whether I'd recommend the program or not, but the early results seem good, and I will update further here.